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about innate selfishness and selfless intents

for dreamers out there

Saturday 11 November 2006 - 01:24PM (EET) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
so.much.for.tonight
night.miss.watch.beat.synchronize.ache.warmth.

scars.garlic.soft.if.sugar.frost.show.silver.open.

emotion.metal.tremble.hunger.not.truth.maybe.

me.bruise.please.loud.fair.sister.need.repeat.it.

believe.dry.heavy.angel.sand.gone.year.here.days.

dissolve.hold.send.prove.remember.dew.with/out.


how much, how much can i say without saying anything... why i don't need a question mark, why these words can just float, and rearrange themselves... why i avoid and stay still, and refuse to watch you spin around... refuse to remember i used to revolve the same way.  will you stop on my orbit for a second... or an infinity... will you love me the first day it snows? i want to stop you right in the middle of "i lov..." and show you the first snowflakes. "...e you" - we will save it for the summer. oh... i should paste my thoughts back onto the insides of this shell, and be careful how i move so it doesnt shake again. it's very difficult to bend and pick them off the floor where they fell... all around me... still beating in their tiny core... parts of me that shatter and sometimes just peel off... and sometimes when i try to gather them back, my stitches break... and i have to stop moving, otherwise i'll start bleeding again... and i lose so many of you, i'm sorry.

come, let go... come help me... come ,let's forget about important things...
Thursday 9 November 2006 - 03:33AM (EET) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
something actually nice on Mtv...
Music Video:WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG (by The Killers)

the alternate version is not so optimistic, and i think i like it better... it's available on their official website.

Wednesday 8 November 2006 - 02:10PM (EET) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
My religion ;))
If you founded a religion...
Created by EvilAuthor on Memegen.net

The Unobstrusive Worshippers of the 300-foot Glass Cathedral Down The Street From City Hall

Your followers are friendly and welcoming people,

who work for a living just like everybody else,

who eschew the pleasures of the flesh,

and who are encouraged to achieve greater spiritual enlightenment by questioning their own beliefs.

Your followers must all wear

sandals

a condom in their wallet (just in case)

Your followers are

a massive movement (over 7,000,000),

and they don't interfere with the beliefs of outsiders.




Thursday 5 October 2006 - 11:18PM (EEST) Permanent Link | 3 Comments
Entry for 05 October 2006
Entry for 05 October 2006 magnify
bah... i can't sleep...
i would like to thank my parents and sister for always being there for me. being there where... in my personal hell, that i've so elaborately designed. thank you for not letting me sink.
i love you mom
i love you dad
love u crazy sis
love u grandma and grandpa... u're the best grandparents ever, and it's not just me who says it.. all my friends who've met u agree with this.
love u cousin vinny (?:P)... and not just for fixing my comp everytime...
love all my friends... my kindergarden best friend whose name i barely remember...was it ana maria? she was blonde and kind, that's all i remember. 
love u danyi, for letting me sit next to you in class 9 yrs ago, and we still together now in our quest for oriental bliss.
love u anca, for making those highschool years meaningful. love you sylv, i loved growing up with you. since i'm at it, love you kahn, hope u bless me from kitty heaven.
love you amy... meeting you was the best thing to come out of my silly habit of abusing myself. if miracles had a name, they'd be named after you.
love my online friends... regardless how little time i have spent with you..it was always well spent... with a  special mention: thank yew teva and bless yew jess...

...love you, my darlrlrlrling... love you so much that i'm even startin to see myself as you describe me... like a genuine princess...coz our love is royalty, isn't it? our love is really up there...

love y'all, mentioned or not, but pretty much you know who you are
and i ain't drunk.
i forgot, i love my guardian angel... (it's not a human being, it's really an angel... or my alter-ego, watever one wants to call it)...that's saying that, in a way, i love myself... or at least a part of me. and i love you God. whatever your form. that's also saying that, in a way, i love myself.
but u know what's the best part of all this?
i love
i love...
i love.....
Thursday 5 October 2006 - 02:36AM (EEST) Permanent Link | 1 Comment

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